Saturday, February 07, 2009
I wish i could remember the first day,
First hour, first moment of your meeting me;
If bright or dim the season, it might be
Summer or winter for aught i can say.
So unrecorded did it slip away,
So blind was i to see and to foresee,
So dull to mark the budding of my tree
That would not blossom yet for many a May
If only i could recollect it! Such
A day of days! i let it come and go
As traceless as a thaw of bygone snow.
It seemed to mean so little, meant so much!
If only now i could recall that touch,
First touch of hand in hand!- Did one but know!
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Saturday, January 17, 2009
for 5 months i've been lied to..
why am i so stupid to believe
your lies...
guess im dumb.
it hurts you know ?
and it ruined the date.
fucking sucks balls bad...
i just dont know what to do now..
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Sunday, January 11, 2009
why are things like that
now ?
we fight so much between
us that it may seem like
a game. doubt and shit
always come into our minds..
sorry seems like the most used word
in our dictionary,
but do we really mean
it ?
or do we say it for the
sake of saying it ?just to
get out of an arguement.
sorry seems to be the
answer to everything.
baby, what has happened to me ?
Or perhaps us ?
Bad old memories
are always brought up
in our conflict.
we may forgive,
it but can never forget.
we always try not to
start a fight by keeping
quiet when the other person
does something we dont like.
but does it really keep us from fighting ?
or does it make an arguement even more heated ?
i dont know whats wrong with me.
maybe all this time
it was me.
im truly sorry.
i've said sorry too many
times till you would know how
sincere i am.
but whatever suits you b.
i just want you to know that
i love you and nothing can
stop me from liking you.
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Monday, December 29, 2008
ahhh back frm church camp.
it was super tiring la..
made lots of new
friends,
got to know some super
way out weird people
played lots of games
and learnt alot of meaningful
erm... things ?haha
the thing that sucked most
was this girl called
andrea?
i didnt get to spend much time
with rachel during the camp
so like on the last night and
the last day,
i went to rach and wanted
her company
BUT NO!!
thats filipino bitch had to be
sooo extra and come
between us.
followed us where ever
we went.
so nvm i kept quiet..
then the last day.
after the camp we went to eat
then she came!?
wth ? no one invited her..
then penny shaun all
were like wtf ?
why she come?
then there was once
when we were walking
to some restraunt
i wanted to walk beside rach but nah..
when i turned around,
that bitch was
beside rach..
ahh fuck...
nvm so yea
i didnt get to spend time alone
with rach
and how nice,
she is leaving for batam tmr for 3 d 2n
cb.. didnt get to spend time luh!
i feel so fucked up nw...
nvm forget it
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Friday, December 26, 2008
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!
today was soo boring...
stayed at home the whole day
only went out at night to
go skate!
haha so fun!
hmm baby was at her aunt's house today
so i didnt get to meet her!
haha so sad...
anyway i wont be
online for the next
few days
cause i will be
at some lame
church camp!
haha !
yay i will be able to see rach
for 4 whole days!
cool aye?
kk thats all
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Tuesday, December 23, 2008
MY NEW BIKE!!!!
havent been posting for quite some time. haha erm anyways i got 8 pts for n levels which im not happy about....
woke up today and went to bedok police station. ahha
at first we went to the wrong police station haha i thought it was the marine parade one. lol! then anyway went to bedok and saw jere there with his folks... then then erm... sign some forms and away we go! super waste of time la...
after that mum and i went to fix bro's bike cause i puncture his tyres! LOL!
haha had a hard time persuading mum to buy me a new bike cause bro lost my belived hasa! sheesh. so in the end she didnt buy...
when we reached home i was fuming , as she didnt buy for me! then soon she said she will buy if the price is 200 to 300+ haha!
happy sia! i took bros bike and went to all the bike shops in tamp! soon i found one! at street 11! HASA comp 1.0! i knew i wanted it! so i had to cycle all the way home and get my mum to buy for me. haha soon mum and i were in the car otw to st 11! haha after that we bought a bike! so nice i tell you! the ride is super smooth and steady! luving it!
not sure what i wanna do later... bored... maybe skate or cycle to baby's house
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Wednesday, December 10, 2008
ahh
work again..
so bored.
i feel like quitting.
its like i have no time
to spend with rach..
sigh!
nvm... just wait for next
thurs baby :D
hahas!/
i miss you alot!
like hella lot!
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