posting for 25th nov: headed out to meet rachel the n went to cine to meet alvin and the rest. there was a super big crowd la! i stuck with jared and derek cause i didnt really liked the rest. then jared derek rach and i headed to arab st to meet chole. it was really a torture finding place where chole was luh! some ALI-WOW st! haha and jared kept saying it sounds like a place that sells weed. hmm slack there for awhile, took some sheesha, watch jared and cheryl have an arguement... soon we took a cab to vivo and there we started drinking. something happened which got me bloody hell pissed. i dont wanna talk about it. then jareds friends came eryll or something.. then irwin scarlette tim and some others came. irwin took 2 shots and he got high! wahahha weak ass. soon after that we headed to st james power house. it was raining as hell. and the queue was long. got in soon after that while derek wander off some where cause he is too weak to bring his drunk ass inside the club. we partied like hell. the shit is that : :there were too many people :the stupid djs kept repeating the songs other than that it was ok... oh yea... throughout the whole day, irwin was annoying as hell! fucking noisy! then yea i couldn't go back early cause rachel put her bag in some locker and the fella with the key ran off to vivo. but she came back from vivo soon after that. erm i took the cab home with rach around 3 ? cost me a bomb! erm i sent her home and begin walking home. all the way from her house!!! Once i reached expo, my feet were killing me so i took a cab back. and it cost a bomb too. waste of money! it really was... yea and some shit happened last night... im sorry baby. but.... it all seems so different now you know ? fuck it! im not good at relationships 